the other night me and a bunch of people went swimming.. most in their bras and underwear. I was to self conscious. I would love to just be able to do this
breakfast: half cup oatmeal, teaspoon brown sugar
lunch: homemade chili
snack: smoothie
…. I can’t decide what to have for dinner. I honestly have nothing to eat and am torn between more oatmeal or nothing which is bad for me but I’m sick of oatmeal I’ve been eating it for like 2 meals a day for almost a month. I’m sure I could find something…
so.. its been awhile. awhile for a lot of things. awhile since I have been on here, awhile since I have watched what I was eating and counted calories and worked out everyday. This summer has been crazy, I lived out of a suitcase and in many different states for most of it but I am ready to start again. being in the music industry there’s not a whole lot of room for me to be over weight and right now I have about 35 pounds I need to drop. So here’s my new beginning. I have a new apartment, I’m finally on medicine so I don’t have migraines all the time and I am excited for this to happen!! stay tuned dudes!!
so yesterday while at work I had to carry big boxes full of large magazines down a hallway to put them out.. then I had to carry half of them back when I did it wrong but thats another story. anyway they were heavy but I lifted from the knees and powered on, well mostly from the knees, a guy saw me and said those were too heavy for me to carry.. 2 things I had to say
1. I have it you see me carrying them fine.. so move along
2. no one else is offering to help and telling me they are too heavy doesn’t do anything but piss me off and carry them further.
